This may sound silly but the reason why I haven't blogged for well over a week is because I feel, well, umm lost. I want to blog but I don't feel like I belong in the IF community. I do not know why because I have still experienced 4 miscarriages (IF only we could wipe those kinds of things from our past eh?), still been ttc to get knocked up and STAY knocked up for 10 years and still want a bubba but I'm feel very removed from the whole world that is the IF blogosphere.
Since I closed my last blog down I haven't really had the same readership and I DO miss that. I miss the comments, I miss the feeling of belonging in the IF world. I know we don't really WANT to belong in the IF community but if we do find ourselves in the horrible world of IF, then it's nice to know that we can suround ourselves with others who are going through similar things to us and that helps ease the pain and burden of carrying such wounds and experiences on our shoulders and forever in our hearts.
Restlessness is a major part of my personality, I always feel the urge to move, to be wherever I am not and to be anywhere but where I am. I get bored easily and need change frequently (the change of my blog design so frequently should tip you off on that one!) and I'm feeling the need to change my blog. In some way, any way, it needs to be shaken up to get me back on track for "fitting in" again. It will always be somewhat IF focussed but I think it needs to be that and more....hmmm thinking cap time!
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